Pico
Heights
It
was harder to adjust to civilian life than I'd expected. The
conformity and structure were gone, leaving a sense of loss and even
comfort. I learned that you can't go back to where you once were. All
my friends from the foster home were gone, as well as those I'd made
in church and school. All were married with their own lives. I didn't
fit in.
Returning
to Los Angeles, I moved back into the tiny room in which I'd grown up
in Grandma Duple's house. I was still angry with her for not telling
me the truth of my birthright and that neither she nor the people I'd
thought were my parents were related to me. (That's another story.)
But, I'd been sending her an allotment with part of my military
salary so she really didn't have room to complain. She just hinted,
not too hidden, that she expected me to pay rent for living there.
Bought
my first car, a 1957 Ford Fairlane hardtop coupe. It was black with
gold trim and had a big Police Interceptor V8 engine under the hood.
I loved to drive around in it and put all sorts of miles visiting
Griffith Park and the various beaches - especially those not visited
by the general public. Normally they were beyond Malibu but before
reaching Point Magu. I enjoyed going over the hills to the San
Fernando Valley as it was truly wilderness and the valley was
generally farms and groves.
Finding
a job was harder than I expected. My lack of actual shop time made me
undesirable for working in heavy equipment shops. Mechanics needed
their own set of tools so that left that option closed. My only other
choice was to work in a filling station – as gasoline stations were
known back then. It was a Chevron up in Hollywood with full service
and a garage bay. At first, I did the check under the hood and clean
the windshield, helping the owner in the garage now and then. He then
put me in the evening slot where I ran the place by my own – with a
very slight raise. I often did emergency repairs and the tips were
more than welcome.
There
was a local bar on Pico a block from Normandie that I’d passed a
lot as a kid. Once I was out of the army, I used to stop in regularly
for a drink - never beer. I got out in April so I was not yet
twenty-one, the legal age for drinking. I’ll never forget being in
there the night of my birthday - alone as I hadn’t really found
anybody to socialize with. The bartender came up and carded me. He
roared with laughter to find he’d been serving me underage and gave
me drinks free until closing time.
That
was one thing I couldn’t get used to - there was no closing time
for bars in France. A whole lot of things were not like they were in
France.
*****
I
had no choice but to visit the man I'd thought was my father. He had
married a great woman named Kit and it was only because of her that I
visited. Jack was very sick with emphysema and heart problems, having
spent his entire life smoking unfiltered cigarettes and downing
quarts of booze at a time. I barely entered the house and he asked
again why I wouldn’t change my name to his. I managed to keep my
cool enough not to get into a fight with him. Kit asked and seemed to
understand my feelings. Jack still occasionally played a Hammond
organ he had. Patty, his daughter, was growing. Several times, he let
me sleep in a travel trailer he had in the back yard. That allowed me
to get away from Duple and her constant demands.
My
ersatz cousin Bobby had a Triumph TR3A. I remember how one had to
prime the engine before starting it. I loved to drive along Pacific
Coast Highway. A 1957 Chevy Corvette pulled up next to me at the
traffic light at Sunset Blvd, just past Will Rogers State Park. There
was no question we were going to race. Had a girl with me (don’t
remember anything about her) and she braced herself. The light
changed and he easily beat me to Topanga Canyon Road. I dared him to
race me up the canyon and he smirked. Figuring he’d beat me so
easily on PCH, he figured he’d do it again. I have no idea how fast
we actually went but I know there were no few times when my companion
thought we were going over the edge into the abyss. (Ah, the follies
of youth) I beat him as the TR3A was designed as a road racing
vehicle and the Corvette was too heavy and did not handle sharp
curves as easily.
*****
Nevada
Highway
The
highway stretched for miles, lit only by the full moon. Young, brave
and foolish, I drove without headlights once we turned onto the
highway to Ely. Late night in the true Nevada wilderness, the miles
passed swiftly without a single light from a human abode for hours at
a time.
Kit
worked for a publisher of livestock magazines. She knew I was bored
with the job I had at the time and learned of a ranch outside of Elko
that could use hands to mow acres upon acres of hay. She also knew I
had the experience from my days at the ranch.
I
don’t remember who they were or how I met the other three, only
that they were a bit younger than I and eagerly looked forward to
working on a ranch. We left Los Angeles early and made it to Las
Vegas in a reasonable time - especially as it was only a two-lane
highway most of the way. I remember the long haul over El Cajon Pass
from San Bernardino to Victorville. The road was familiar as I’d
driving it numerous times when I lived at the ranch. Some brothers
down San Timoteo Canyon had two big trucks they used to haul baled
hay from there for various dairies in the area. Back then,
Victorville had few houses as it was an area where they raised
alfalfa. By irrigating, they could harvest three to four times a
year. One of their methods was to start at one side of the field and,
by the time they reached the end, they could return and start all
over again.
Barstow
was a major junction of highways and railroad lines. I remember the
rail yards filled with massive steam locomotives, often five or six
hooked together to haul mile-long trains over the mountains.
We
stopped at the same hotel in Vegas I’d been to ten years earlier,
this time the difference being was that I was legal and played
several hands of Blackjack - I seem to remember winning enough to
fill the car’s tank and paying for my meals from there to Elko.
Kit
had given me a map with detailed direction so I had no trouble
finding the highway north to Ely. That was where I drove for miles
upon miles without the headlights in the Ford turned on. Only when we
saw signs warning of livestock did I turn them on. That proved to be
wise as we did pass a lot of grazing cattle. To this day I don’t
understand what they found to eat, but guess it was sagebrush and
other desert plants.
We
saw the lights of Ely from fifty miles. Even though in
nineteen-sixty-one there weren’t a whole lot of people living
there. The biggest attraction was the lone casino and nearby brothel.
We didn’t think of using the second as we’d been told there were
a couple in Elko.
The
stretch between Ely and Wells was as barren and isolated as earlier
parts. The big thing was highway fifty at Wells that provided a major
travel route from San Francisco east.
We
made Elko by daylight and stopped at the casino for a cheap
breakfast. I will never forget the massive stuffed Polar Bear in the
lobby. The damned thing had to be at least ten feet tall!
The
ranch was located outside of town with a river running alongside of
it. The owner welcomed us and showed us to our bunk room. He provided
us with Panama hats with thick netting and heavy gloves. We’d
already been warned to bring long-sleeved shirts. We also learned to
tuck our Levis into our boots.
As
I was the one with the most experience driving a tractor, I got to
drive the big John Deere to mow the alfalfa. I was already aware of
how mosquitoes loved to live in the alfalfa but I never imagined so
may truly big ones could exist in such a relatively small area. They
rose in clouds that obscured one's vision and sought every and any
opening. Even with the gloves, long sleeves and netting, one ended
the day covered in bites.
The
other three had the odious task of raking the hay that had been
already cut into rows for later baling. The ranch owner did the
baling. I guess he didn’t trust Green Horns with his most prized
piece of equipment.
The
pay wasn’t great but for the time and place, it was fine with us. I
covered my share of expenses for the trip -- the others chipped in
for gasoline and the water we paid for to carry in the canvas bag
hung to the front bumper.
Saturday
night in Elko, Nevada was not exactly a hopping fiesta. The locals
wanted nothing to do with us so there wasn’t a whole lot of choice
of where to go or what to do. We visited the two casinos and then
went to the seedy side of town to visit the legal brothels. I gotta
admit that the girls there were nowhere as entertaining or
experienced as the ones I’d known in France.
*****
While
my friend in Redding had a great job with a good salary repairing
construction equipment, I was unable to find a similar job. As stated
earlier, the closest I got was working in a full-service gas station
where I did emergency repairs at night. Tried getting admin jobs but
all were for females.
Finally
took a job at National Cash Register, the deal being that I was to go
to school to be a repairman and installer. As it would take some time
before the class opened up, they suggested I “temporarily” work
in their parts room. The job was okay but I couldn’t see spending
my life doing it. The old man that ran the place was very impressed
with my skills and how quickly I picked it up. He went to the boss
and told him he wanted me to be his replacement when I retired in ten
years. I quickly found that my application to attend school got trash
canned.
I
moved into an apartment with three other guys - one worked for NCR
and the other two at IBM. It was still the time of big mainframes
with spool feeds and punch cards. I am going to admit the airline
stewardesses who lived in the apartment building.
I
simply couldn’t stand the thought of spending the rest of my life
in a supply room and went to the nearest Army recruiter. I signed up
to receive training as a heavy truck driver - my goal was to serve
four years and get out to be an over-the-road big rig driver.
Good
luck with that.